First things first, i wanna say sorry to my hao xiong di Ralph, for being such a f**king nuisance n disturbing u when u were doing ur chinese hw by tugging a leg of the table. I swear i didnt mean to do it, but i am realli very sorry.

On to the main issue... 2day has been realli bad. Being a nuisance infront of my friends.. Somehow interrupting into other ppl's conversation AGAIN and also smsing the wrong num. I realli wonder wads wrong wif me 2day... I hate to be a nuisance, but, juz somehow, i cant help it. Its like as if its in my genes. If onli i could cut down on my spasticness and extraness (are they the same?), i can get myself some peace. Maybe i shud isolate myself, stop making a fool out of myself, get my studying done and get my ass out of this f**king schools wich onli brings me nothing but pain, regret and sadness. Okay, maybe for some parts it brought me joy, but wads the use, precisely when now its all over. Time and time again, i tried, but still, i cannot leh. How? The onli solution which i can kua tio is to isolate myself. Thats juz about the best idea, even though its already the worst. Maybe i shud juz concentrate on my studies, and stop butting in on other ppl's business... Maybe.. Maybe.. Well, Of course, i hope all these words wont turn into action anytime soon.. Heck, i'll prolly rot in hell faster than i tink i would. Well, i actually hope i would. And the world could be infested by 1 of such nuisances. Only makes lives difficult for others.... Tamade. i suddenly so hate myself....

BLAH... talking alota shitcrap 2day.....
Might as well end off here.
Before i go into sensitive issues
and start slitting my wrist.
NOT.


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