After much consideration, i have put my plans together to form a second story, prior to LinAhHia, which was a big boom failure. This new story contains near R21 contents, and is not suitable for children. Parents, pls be aware of this. I name this story.... Lost To Fate.

1 thing to note: everything mentioned inside is fictional, i apologise for those hus names were used here, its pure coincidental.

---Lost To Fate---

In the middle of the darkness, a black figure appeared, erect and yet so very crooked. A sign of being "lost" is present. He took a slight glance at the round clock.

"Mmm.. its 6 am... kinda early, but i guess its fine for a morning jog" he murmured to himself, slugging his body down the bed. Just then, he noticed the human figure cloaked in his blanket, head out. Then, he realised.

"Man... right... i must have been so wasted yesterday... 16 years of keeping this virginity lost in 1 day, am i a pro or what," he thought in his mind, slowly pulling up his shorts, just enough to cover his blue-white-striped boxers. Just then, the cloaked figure sat up on his bed, and a beautiful, smooth voice followed after it.

"Oh, you're early today, though ur kinda naughty yesterday, Alex. "

Upon hearing this, Alex's face blushed, red like a rambutan, though not hairy like one. He reached out for his wallet, took out two ten dollar bills and flicked them on the bed, hinting for her to take the money.

"What is the meaning of this? Do you take me for a bitch? or a slut? or just a toy that is disposable at will?"

She was agitated by it.

"No, i am just paying you for accompanying me yesterday when i was down, no other intentions."

She stood up and got dressed. In the dim rays of the sunrise, a slender body surfaced. After getting dressed, she slammed the money back at him, muttering some foul words and gave him a tight slap. And then, she left the room, agitated and slamming the door behind her.

Alex stoned at that moment, but got over it soon. "Life's like that. You can't blame me for being cruel to you" he said in a light tone. "But I do feel terrible, learning stuff from the television that i shouldn't have... hurting peoples' feelings like that..." As though with an alter ego, he continued thinking. "Yet, she deserves it. Has anyone been good to me? Has anyone really cared for me?NO"

Alex was firm on his decision, that is, to give her money for the pleasure and company. He picked up his wallet on the ground which he earlier dropped when he stoned. Then, he left his house, locking the door and proceeding to the park for his morning jog

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Ok, that marks the end of Chapter One... hope you guys liked it.

Signing off-
gaara569
aka. [EX]ZeTurtle
aka. DarkSnowZZZ

Finally i got a new skin!!! Niwa Daisuke from D.N Angels is the guy down there if u didnt noe him. Anywayz, i got it changed coz....
1) sum1 was quite sian abt that old turtle skin
2) i do think so myself
3) THIS HAS A DAMN SONG WICH I DIDNT KNOW! - - Tho i think its quite offline now.

ya dats all... lol. also got my blog address changed, as well as title. As for those hu managed to see my previous blog title, Uncertainty, i got it changed, coz, sum other person, on my tagboard, thinks i can go fuck the toilet bowl or smth, anal it or wad, for the name. Actually i do think its quite emo/twittish, and me being not emo, not twittish, put dis kind of name not fit wad... rite? me + emo/twit = no link? Well, i spent my whole midnite ytd from 2-3 to do this, it has better be appreciated, lol. My posts have been inconsistent, as in... sumtimes, 35 days blog once, den sumtimes 3 days blog once. Reason is coz, it depends on my mood. When i dam sian, like now, i blog. When im DotA-ing i doubt i wuld do this. Anywayz, comments on my new skin, pls head over to the tag board to tag, ty.

Signing off-
gaara569
aka. (EX)ZeTurtle
aka. SnowZZ (yes, best thing 2 do on a snowy day is 2 ZZZ)

2day, is a bad day. Not onli for me, for my teachers, and friends. Actually it went well at the start, i started the day wif me myself being the Parade Commander and booming my voice into every1's pathetic weak ears. Ok, it works like dis, the louder, the better. Thus i am now one of the sec 3 loudmouths, haha.... juz kiddin. Well, den after that, its the vocab test. I dun realli know WHY they come out wif this test, itz like, every1s against it but they still do it on every tuesday unanimously... strange rite? zZZ. No doubt, the world is getting stranger by the day. Well life's like dat, accept it boy. Ya, i have to accept it then = =. Well soon after its like zoom, and ur at the geog lesson. Teacher gets PMS, u get the music. Its like pay wif music for the PMS or rather she gives us the geog paper(installment) den full payment(PMS) den start playing "music". And she actually grouped the whole class according 2 juz 1 person, its sum wad we chinese call it, yi shi tong ren. Meaning judging the whole horde by 1 person. Well its juz a slip of tongue by my fren, but as we all know, she has PMS and she gets ignited by every Little Movement. Ya, dats bad, and NO i am not flaming her, im juz .. commenting. Well dats 1 thing. Next up was Maths. Its like.. a never ending chain of "songs" for the day. Maths teacher came in, got too dulan by more than half the class coz they were unable to finish their hw, called those who finished out, started playing melodious music 2 those remaining. Its accompanied by extra large loud speakers wif stereo sound surround, and for no good reason, his music was tuned too loud to the extent dat my pencil dropped, my calculator went to hide under worksheets and sand invading my eyes. Pro rite? But not every1 was in the rong. Teachers nowadays, onli care if they could finish the required syllabus, make sure every1 complete hw, principal happy, they happy and get salary go vacation. WHAT ABOUT US? U might say. Ya we are the dumb bunch of innocent kids hu got some sort of bullied by this type of circumstances of the modernised teachers. Well fact is, the DnT was rushing for the dead line as well as maths hw. And every1 knowing dat DnT's assignment consists of 60% of the total score, they put their priority on painting their workpiece and thus having no time for the paper the teacher printed. Ya and 1 victim was me, hu worked till 12+ to finish painting. Its not that i COULDNT CARE LESS cher, its juz that, I AM UNABLE TO. I DO wanna do ur hw, but, its you xin wu li. Unless u accede to my request of sleeping in class due to me, working till 1 am++ juz to finish the paper to make u happy the next day, i cannot be able to finish it. But if u accede to it, i will gladly finish it WITH MY HEART, ya? O well, humans are liddat, communication is so difficult now that even teachers and students have problems wif each other. Kinda pathetic, hope sum1 does sumtin 2 this.. dun wanna listen to melodious music EVERYDAY. lolx. Ok its late, time to finish up everything.

Signing off-
gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle

... came bak to blog after 25 days... did alot of self-extracting, wad was i doing all along and many others i dun wish to say n think ne 1 wouldnt wanna hear anywayz. well.... suddenly i have this conclusion, " i am annoying ". yes i do think so sum times, ppl talking halfway i can juz butt in say :" ehh wad u all talking abt?"... privacy gone. i dun even wish i ever existed, but its not my wish either, to be born out here juz to experience life as a kid, do i? especially at teenage, attention seekers are wad i realli call em. 1 like me, making a big fool out of myself juz to catch every1's attention by saying :" HEY IM EXISTENT HERE" in a special way which annoys the fuck out of every1. humans do have their very own ways, in every aspects.... dont they... by doing things rongly or not doing em well, making every1 wait for u coz u do not have a bike to ride, wasting every1's time by eating prata slowly, but... seriously, was dat on purpose? no... i dun tink so.... at sec 2.... being such a cry baby when ur history teacher screwed u upside down when u didnt do ur hw, in de end, yes u catched every1's attention, and every1 starts showering sympathy and stuff, ya and start despising u. seriously, realli, i dunno if this is going thru their minds, but i know it does go thru mine. i didnt wish for it to happen either, do i? fate controls human the way human control their very own destiny. like how i wish to control my tears from falling when the teacher is ranting at me. but do i have a choice? NO. oh well, juz to show u guys 1 conver. from earlier...
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
... i go take my zi lian pics le... T_T... no1 cares bout me
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
you jealous of chinyang because he is shorter than you,wears spectacles and you dont,and evonica flirts with him but not you
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
correct boh?
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
= =... u think
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
would i be jealous of dat fact
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
i think ralph would
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
ORH!
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
i kno wliao
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
you jealous of dickson because he is shorter than you,got less hair than you,and talks so soft unlike you
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
and last but not least,he is your son and both of you are not alike in anyway
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
.. i noe i bigmouth, i noe i not sociable, no need liddat turn 1 big round
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
shoot you
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
and not as shuai as dickson
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
ah wad heckzx
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
no lah,i actually want to go one round suan they all
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
i always think that chinyang and dickson are gays
x=(ying)^2 bah; no distractions. oh my tian,i love studying. says:
ytd siling come my house,then we talking,then we say,if we tell dickson shiying like bombs,dickson will confirm guarantee chop go make one for her
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
lol
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
time to take my zi lian pics.... 1) no1 cares bout me, y bother living (picks up penknife, cuts hand, yes CUT) 2) im not sociable like chinyang(like i care) 3) not shuai as dickson(neither would i be bothered) 4) not shi nai sha shou like aaron(ya im jealous, so?, still, dun wanna care)
NAPFA GOLD! FOR THE FIRST TIME (dΜňÀ¡®' zeroSIX) Crappaz™zeturtle.blogspot.com~ says:
oh and 5) i think even my parents dun even care ne more(sis turning into ah lian, she needs intensive care)

erm i know, its long... anywayz.... after the last sentence btween me n my xiong di, she kept quiet for quite sum time b4 replying me again. i guess this was wad went thru her mind : wad a fucking annoying bitch, keep talking to me when i wanna study, like wtf. aiya, if i dun start replying bak, there would be no end to this annoyance. *types sum crap to "pacify" me* ya... sumtin liddat. well i wish i dun think it this way well, but once again, do i have a choice? maybe, but maybe no. i am shunned by relationships, and soon enuf, friendship if everything goes according to my prediction. u all might think, easy la! make new frens la!.... ya its 1 solution, temporary1 dat is. if it was to be so easy, every1 can happily go round fucking every1 and go away to another country to start a new life. ya. and at this point u guys might think.... WA KANINA Y DIS BITCH KEEP BLOGGING ABT HIS STUPID LIFE AND HIS DUMB PREMONITIONS LIKE WTF NIA*clicks on X button and goes away pissed* .... ya but y am i doing this? i dunno. this is publicity, yet im posting my life on the line of publicity, another way to catch attention, sum might say. but i think tis is the onli way to release wads cooped up in my mind... maturity sure has its own way to play around wif ppl... and i wish i would go bak to be a child, where my annoyance doesnt affect any1, or maybe younger, when im more of a inside person, ignoring many ppl and not talking much. dats much lesser of a hassle to my friends.

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sry to readers, do not know y i said all these, but regarding its genuinity, its a fact, so laught at it all u wan, feel free to flame dis blog as well, life hasnt been nice to me anywayz, or has it.... having frens tolerant of ur bad temper at dota, ur annoyance in sch and ur "ba po"-ness to break every privacy u see.

Signing off-
gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle