Okay, as u can see, i have returned, from my so called hiatus when im still playing maple and sleeping in and out of tests, like wtf. My old sch fren is bugging me to buy a tix from his "future" girlfriend, like... doh. Im right here depressed and on the verge of slitting my wrist, for real and no1 realli fucking cares. Okay, maybe if i tell my mom she would go touching my forehead and asking if im sick or smth. Well dats all. And if i told her i failed terribly this mid yrs, she prolly disown me and i would be out there under bridges making a living wif tin cans. Like wtf, again. Conclusion : Im a total loser. Its true, no1 can outtalk me in this. I have proven myself to b a failure at wadeva i wan, and instead, having accomplished what i did not expect to wan. Life's like that and i have to take it in my stride and yada yada yada. Thats wad i tell myself everyday, but being very sick of that dumb sentence, i dunno whether to even go on living or juz go and die and rot in hell. (FYI: theres a belief dat if u kill urself on motive, u will go to hell) So... ya, rotting in hell is waaaaay better than failing in everything u do. Its like.... every1 has sumtin to surpass u, and 1 mountain bigger than the mountain happens everytime to ur life, such dat u feel so depressed dat u r better off wanking on ur bed and den rot in hell while hooking up onto drugs. But, of course im not dumb to hook onto drugs. Well, when i mean i proven myself to fail in everything, i do mean it. Firstly, i thot i was good in studies, time passes and i was proven rong. Therefore, i hoped to find a career in gaming. Juz when i reached the peak, i fell terribly, only to fail... AGAIN. Love life aint dat good either. EVERYTHING IS BAD. Ya, wtf- again. Wad else can i do, but to wank on the bed and rot in hell and come out as a fresh man 18 yrs later and still rotting in hell. Through this, i made a thorough decision, i am going to be...


A Road Sweeper. The most suitable job for a failure like me and it guarantees an iron rice bowl +++ it earns me enuf income for a loaf of Gardenia bread and Milo packets.

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Signing off-
gaara569
aka. DarkSnowzzz
aka. The Loser In Life.

Initially, i prepared the second chapter of LTF, but due to unseen circumstances, i will postpone it till the near ends of my exams. I apologise for this inconvenience, realli sorry. I noe u guys need dat "fantasy" to keep u going xDDD, but u'll hve to wait, and i promise a good plot for the next chapter, SUMPAH!

Signing off-
gaara569
aka. DarkSnowZZZ