back from a long long long relaxation period. doh, not even relaxing... try having ur day everyday waking up at 4.15 to do e maths yet fall asleep in the nxt 5 minutes.... haha, left my hw on the bed and was "begging" -well actually looked like so- the e maths worksheet.... Dunno wad is wrong with me nowadays... 2day i at recess juz stare into blankspace, rarely noticing any1 walking around, though i tink i heard dickson talk to me... ok realli not sure bout that. was thinkin bout stuff. Me + study in calculator, u will get Error 2. But 2day i bought an a maths assessment book... 1000 questions leh. ... well was wondering why they din change it to 888 qns. after all, its more auspicious a number... Parents see liao feel shiok, buy.

then 2day...... alvin went to buy perfume for you-should-know-who-if-ur-in-this-bloody-school-in-secondary-four-express-now. 49.00 bucks. and good ole vinneh was left with 1 buck. for foolscap. =P Lobang rite? 1 dollar foolscap. Bluff u 1. i lend him 2 bucks, just to get another 1 buck... Vivo.. when will u come to me... i wanna gacha gacha~!.... Oh, and... i knocked down a perfume bottle juz now.... was like... "oh holy shit 100 bucks down tha drain, omfgwtfbbqsaucepluschilli" *turns bak to take a look* *spams the shop salesperson with a million sorries and found out the bottles still ok.* bah.

Then, had BK for dinner. The lady dam funny. *put 1 card in the plastic bag* *talk to collegue(sp)* *puts a second card in* *packs food and drinks* *gives me the third card* wow, 3 cards. "Chilli or ketchup sir?" "Chilli." ---back at home--- "eh shit, whers my chilli?!" obviously, the lady was too happy about giving away sure-buay-tio scratchcards and forgot to give me ma chilleh -.- ...

Something bad, really bad, happened today in english lesson.... onli those sitting around mdm farah knws. Or, its bad for me, rather. =\ dont wish to talk about it....

After flag raising.... 4A/C/F goes to AVT to listen to the law of the matrix, lesson lecturer Neo. nawww, juz kiddin. Principal told us about our bloody wicked scores in the last climate survey test. 4B swept away the "lowest score in every single bloody question" award. Well they win. 4C oso not bad. We got the "most varied types of ppl in class" award. Mostly comprising of ... Ian, as quoted by Chinyang... Fat Ppl. xDD. Thankgod, the talk saved practically evry1 from geog, since i tink none of us finished our homework. Miracle it is... I never bring zuo ye and chinese file, and made a clean escape from zhang lu... zhang yu mu yu lu. lols. 章鱼沐浴路 creeeky. Squid flavour. xDD

Tink my lil cousin is hooked up onto FFX...every single day i go home i see him playing FFX, same storyline every single bloody day... onli that he does not like to do boss fights, and insists that he shud leave the fighting to me =___="" maybe. i shud revamp my blog. again. getting kinda.. out of date. But, who cares anyways.... no1 read mah, dun even know why im updating... ok juz to let off some steam, maybe. Gonna stop after Prelims end... Mugging shall start soon, even though u get Error 2 when u put me + study. Theres a price to pay to want to enter TP, with the subject u desire -____-". Heh, and im prolly the fastest in dnt now... which makes me kinda lonely... so many days of folio-ing and still nt yet done... well soon i tink.... left evaluation and my final touchups on my artefact.

I tink i will revamp this blog 1 last time, till O lvls are over. and once again, why i shud bother, no1's gonna see this -.-...... well................


Whatever.

*picks up A Maths Assessment*

Ciao.

err... wif a *hic* heiniken(sp) in my hand... *hic* i cant realli *hic* ..... nah jz kidding. onli finished up 1 can of heiniken.... no kick. but well.. no time to blog.. have to work 2ml.. no choice, pushign the update till nxt time....

ciao~!

juz a post bump, sorry for not updating, updatin 2ml.

ok, first to address afew concerns

Concern no. 1 : Why i nv blog for so long?
Answer : i forgot, was lazy, got hooked up on dota lately.

Concern no.2 : Why i nv report my results on my last post despite i said i would do so?
Answer : i talk about the stupid english week until i forgotten all about it -.-...

Concern no. 3 : Why i so emo nowadays(for those who noticed my msn)
Answer : i seriously donno, could be my studies, love life, or prolly juz my f(labberghasted)cked up and unachieving life.

Concern no. 4 : Den why dont i do something about it?
Answer : 1, im lazy 2, used to have tried 3, i failed badly and 4, couldnt be bothered and hope i die sooner or later.

Okay, 2day my post can be quite emo. so beware if ur anti-emotism.

Juz had a game of dota....

Dota Noob Checklist :
Fed like an idiot --- Check
Got scolded --- Check
Did not run despite warnings --- Check
Showed a f(leeting)cking attitude --- Check
Defended a tower and died instead, still lost the tower --- Check

Need i say more...?

haha(sarcastic laughter) shit, i cant seem to cheer up. Juz hope i could like.. die the next instance? thinking on the bright side , the world would be rid of 1 less ugly man, 1 less goodfornothing, 1 less idiot, 1 less noob in dota, 1 less bhb-er, 1 less annoying man and finally 1 less better-off-dead man. I hope that some ghost can juz come, eat up my soul, enter my body and lead my life, i bet he/she would do it better than me ._______. " I cannot expect much, so i juz request that this particular ghost would eat me up in my sleep, give me a peaceful death. I know, im crazy, the onli person asking for a ghost to end my life. Why? im a good for nothing, im afraid of heights, cannot jump. I have had enuf of suffocation when i was fat, cannot hang, i dun like smelly and icky-wicky taste, cannot poison, i cannot bear pain, cannot cut myself, wad the f(ever)ck can i do?

Some kind car please knock me down tomorrow when i crossing the road, let me die. i dun feel like life is precious anymore, to me at least. What is there to cherish when ur life is so f(oolish)cked up and ur class sees u as a good for nothing insomniac(sp) person? I know, my parents do love me, but.. ya im reaching my limit soon, going crazy. Hope the anime Jigoku Shoujo works in real life. I wanna go Hell's Correspondence and put down some random terrorist's name and juz die in hell( search up google if u dunno about it, and its a realli cool anime)

Life isnt unfair, wads unfair is the man's thoughts. U do the dumbest of things, thinking nothing would happen. U get into trouble and end up blaming Life. Thoughts, to me, is wad u cannot control. Place a plate of roasted chicken infront of a fat man whos trying to go on a diet. He would say that he wont wanna eat it, turn away and hope u throw the chicken elsewhere. But in actual fact, if u didnt throw it away, sooner or later he would eat it up. Why? He knows of its presence, he knows that the chicken is there, he knows that its delicious, why? his brain told him that. The man would then lose control of his arms and mouth and u know the latter part.

Life, as told by many, is always of the more successful people. Where are the unsuccessful ones? They get chucked away in some corner, ppl hoping that they wont come out and do wad u call 'throwing face'. U dont see em, thats all. U see successful examples in this field of expertise, yet the unsuccessful ones were left to rot and die. I am one of em. not that i work or anything. Its juz an analogy.

No, im not begging for sympathy, nor am i begging for attention, im juz saying what my brain is telling me. So dont come saying :" aww u poor thing, dont think so pessimistic liao larhs" i rather u go "screw u, f(lap)ck an elephant for jesus/buddha/allah/shiva's sake."

N i dont get this, why dont the mosquitoes or sars viruses attack useless ppl like me? why attack the successful ones? Well, afterall, useless ppl r meant to be chucked away and left to die, why not take this opportunity, and kill us this way? No one would mourn for us, they might party and worship the mosquitoes/sarsvirus for killing these social/economical parasites. Everyone always say theres a way, theres a way, dont worry, wont die 1. But aint ppl still pushed to a corner and in de end they suicide? its not their choice in this situation anymore its the you-know-whos who r contradicting what they said pushing ppl to corners n forcing them to die indirectly.

Maybe, juz maybe, i nid a shrink.