Sudden invigorating urge to write a post lol.... after for like.... a week plus? or 13 days to be exact. Well i wanna first note those in my msn looking at my boring nickname, currently 'I SUCK' n followed by my blog add., im not saying i suck in life, juz in dota.... Believe me ^^ its true. Hmm wad else.... oh right regarding my sister's blog link i have totally lost track. She has kept it under wraps when infront of me which could be of 1 stupid reason. She thinks ima flame her tagboard. Well, sis, wake up ur idea, im not bored to dat extent where i go round screwin every1's tagboard upside down. And 1 more thing, I DIDNT SEND DAT BITCH TO FLAME UR BLOG.. Well if u dun wanna believe it, so be it, i have no comments.

Speaking abt 2day then, its CNY, every1's celebrating, and i too, the no-lifer, has a way to celebrate CNY. That is, to DotA my life away. Pretty impressive eh? But fact is, i tio pwn lah... quite an embarassing fact, but considering that im still a NOVICE i am considered a good player ^^. The least i can do is not to scold explicit words when i got P@WNEZ.... or so i did... ok maybe juz afew times. Man do make mistakes, cant push the blame on me. Well abt 3 hrs ago i witnessed de lame CNY countdown thru my pathetically grand 32 inch tv... or so i think. Everything, i guess, was fine by me, main reason cuz i wasnt watchin.... =P. Well the onli part dat couldave pissed me off real bad is the fireworks. They dun seem to end, and now wif the pollution toll on the rise, firecrackers shud already be a 'no-no' to all, let alone the MEDIA. Den summore Osama bomb here bomb there, Terrorist happy not happy come suicide wif 1 stupid fucking plane and crashed into a million dollar building. Seriously its lyk poking a knife into the 1000 dollar bill. Yes, dat hurts. Air pollution, dat sums it all. Onto noise pollution, i dun wish to say more, bud for the sake of all of Man, the onli reason, unfortunately impossibly yet true, is the singers, or the artiste or even ur very own sister. Cars r outta the league, voices r in. I wouldnt mind appreciating fei yu qing singing the same old song for a century, but the current singers, in my opinion, doesnt sound right to the ear. Singers r bad enuf, artiste, and my sister, nuff said. Speaking of artiste, 2day i found Christopher Lee utterly stunning, n there could onli be 2 reason, being 1) he has a bad hairday or.... 2) he is trying 2 hard to make beckham's previous hairstyle. Dun realli wanna wish dats de hairstyle dats in the trend now.... or i would be seeing ballkicking mofos everywhere. I wonder y every1 is trying to undo or rather clear away the creases in their life? I mean if they're creases, den let it be. Why bother changing it when it might turn out far worse than u think it would. Haix.. must be the fatigue getting on me, my eyes r pounding downwards, seeming to be rejoicing abt having to see their other half as soon as i go ZzzZ, coz i aint talking sense ne more.

Oh rite... n 1 more amusing thing, once when i was on the MRT, i saw a.... i dun realli know wad gender but he must be a boy. Well he is clothed lyk a boy, hair trimmed to deem fit as a boy but theres 1 thing rong about it. If its anything rong abt this type of situations, it would either be their every move, or reaction. But from my 3mb ram memory, i think he was kinda hugging the pole *hint hint* and he was going all feminine... as in his behaviour. At first it could hurl out some giggles, bud soon after i got disgusted, and at the same time confused. I cant identify his gender... hope he be a guy, and he would for god sake change dat feminine behaviour once he reaches puberty and knows the true meaning of masturbation. .... Well yep i guess dats all... g2g slp

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gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle

Hiya, ppl, im bak. First n foremost, i would like to give this face. o.o!! .. FYI... u dunno wad dis is, this is a omfgwtfbbqsauceandsatay facial expression which i wanna dedicate to my sister. cassandra... i dun wanna bother intro-ing, u wanna know, go to her blog(u better thank me for de advertisement, SIS). SHE ACTUALLY WAS ABLE TO GET IN TO THE NETBALL TEAM! Oh wad fucks, u might think im juz acting abit too overboard, but imagine de bulging weights of fats bobbing up and down when she ever does P.T for 1.5 hrs? Have u? Have u? ... This aside, she oso tio taiji from a god know hu de person, wah, sibei hiong de leh, scold until so -tooooooot- de leh.... oh shux, y am i wasting my time talking bt my sister's recent musings...lol.. once again, u wan know more? go visit >>>>>>. Nuff said.

Oh and i juz found out the Campus Superstar can be so enjoyable, excluding the bad singing. Well not bad exactly, since i cant sing as well, i dun have the rights to actually give comments. U might juz wanna admire Sugi or JunYang talking. Yes, talking. Nothing beats dat, and im quite sure bout that. Apparently, my sister got hooked up to it too, onli that her interest lies in 1 of the male contestants. Ah wad fucks, she is guy-mad now, and i might juz wanna live in a tent inside de house before she starts coming up to me at night asking me to intro her a guy from my sch. YES.... those guys from my sch.... u have to watch ur steps... i might juz pounce from the bak, gunnysack u n lock u up wif ma sis. xD... Nah im not dat bad, im more of a samaritan.. Note, its samaritan, not satan. Oh my Oh my how exciting it is now.... 1 gal is gonna be selected to be eliminated from de contest... and its.... F3!!!!! where did F4 go.... pei ni qu kan liu xing yu~~~ WOAH! gives me the creeps already. Well as much as i loathe to mention bout it, now its the second elimination thingy... and its.... F2!!!... Theres conspiracy in de air, F2,3... consecutive no.s. How shud i realli bring dis out, as much as it breaks my heart, theres still tah p0h elimination, and i dont reali bother to go on wif dat campus ss thingy.

All these aside, by GOSH, i juz rmbed, Blindy has juz released his new album! -thumbs up-... Well i dun know the quality of it, but it better be gud, cuz my sis might go crazy and buy his album n play it for godknowshowmanytimes a day, time n time again, traumatizing my ear drums. How very convenient it is now, that im actually sitting infront of the comp, wif my sis at the back, snoring away. I wanna admire this soothing peaceful ambience, be it the noisy campus superstar thingy, or my sis's snoring. Hu knows, i might admire both. I feel sleepy now, slp is inevitable this time, so u shud know wad i shud know wad i gonna d0 rite?... yes, gudbye, gudnite and gud riddance... NOT... haha..

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gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle

Lolx... 2day... dunno y, i oso feel very xing gan.... lyk my xiong di... 'feel the xing gan, get de inspiration'... hope i do dat for my O lvls for english... haha. Wait... is it xing gan? or gan xing?.. forget it. Well ytd i was realli xing/gan gan/xing ... i even made a poem! U can say its dedicated .. umm to my sister.. lolx.... here goes..

Today, my sister, yet again, is staying over at her friends abode,
leaving me here, in this dim-lit room, with utmost peace and composure,
She took away wif her, all my miseries, our easily initiated word-war,
and all that sound which displeases my ear,
Yet, in this room of near-voidness,, her screams of anger still lies stagnant,
never to leave this very wooden block on the wall, as known, a door.

Sui sui rite? De england sibei powderfull de lite?... Well ... seems lyk every1 has a life... xcept for me...or maybe alvin too.. since hes always hooked to his comp and nowhere else. For example... my xiongdi might complain dat she doesnt have a life... budden going out to shopping its counted having a life. My sister, unexpectedly, too, has life... ytd went to dunno wad SHE qian chang hui... den afew weeks bak, she joined the youth club under my flat from de RC.... Tho she might be juz there to miao hensomes, budden.... she still has life = =. Oh speaking of ytd de gan xing.. 2day i found out i have a knack for joking JUZ for TODAY. I think the best is de .. mastercard advertisement.... I'll start 1 up now...

1 posh car... $500, 000
1 popular celeb wife... $499, 999
1 hella big of condo unit... $300k odd
Finding out dat u were dreaming all along and waking up in the jail cell.... priceless.

Well how was dat.... hope it was funny.... er.... suddenly de gan xing thingy went into thin air in a flash.. no more jokes... lolx... Ok time for me to do my work..

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gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle

...hello, every1...

I think i have no life... Well in actual fact, i realli dun have a life. Be it during de holidays, or during sch days. Firstly, CCAs r held on both holidays and sch days... thus, no point in having a holiday at all. Den, at sch, now got personal drill session, every Wednesday. Now it realli makes no difference between de 5 sch days. Last time, the 5 sch days, each has its own special things. For instance, Monday is most prolly de day to slack, laze around at home. But now?? its either english supplementary or personal drill session( if training is held on Wed.).

Uggh... i dun wish to talk abt it any further. I am no better than a construction worker... everyday slogging my ass in n out of sch, seriously, theres no distinct difference, except for that they get money for slogging n we dont. Well this may make u think i might be hating my sch, my cca. Well i can most definitely than ever tell u dat theres no lines attached to these affairs. Well the problem is wif me, wad i do, and as ppl say it.. u reap wad u sow.. in a way, it is correct, although i loathe to admit to dat fact. Well, at first, me n my m8s did not put in much effort in sec 2, we slack, n slack and slack, then, now we S-U-C-K. Some of em might do better, but it doesnt make any diff. 1 goes down, the whole pack goes wif it. Marching lyk shit, bang lyk birdshit, i dun think we can do anything except planning for things, and this does not come in a package wif execution of the plan.

Well, a good example is 2day. We had CCA orientation, for the sec 1s. By right, we shud be de ones doing all the shitload of work. But due to our slack-ness, we did nothing by de end of afew days b4 de orientation. Although some might have done their jobs, but yet again, it still makes no diff, 1 for all, all for 1, its wad dey say. We in de end still required help from the upper ranks. Sometimes i wonder, wad de f*** am i supposed to do, or wad i am doing. Then later on, 2day, at the orientation. At the start, u can see every1 slogging their asses around trying to set up de booth, theres nothing rong wif that. Then later, i went 2 the parade ground to fly de plane, at near 2.30pm. Well after quite sum time taking turns here and dere, most of the planes got crashed badly, and we called it a day. Then, we went to see if de booth needed any help. Naturally, as u can see, i blog, n dun use de diary, meaning i use de comp. So theres a natural magnet attracting me to the flight sim. at the laptop there. Soon after, we were all slacking around the laptops, and some even playing it when it was meant for the sec 1s. All i can see, is dat the upper ranked ones again, are doing all the work while most of us slacked. Well, reaping wad we sow, we gt onli a enrollment list of 45 people, in wich wad would be decreased to a pathetic no. of 10 ppl sooner or later. Eventually, we kena lectured, it was an intensive moment, and also very meaningful. It reflected upon us our lousy work attitude, we do not do anything, leaving all the work to the others, in other words, apart from those hu realli slogged their asses for the CCA, we r a big bunch of scrap.

But sumhow i feel, if those clowns are able to cut down on their f***ing playing attitude, and every1 is ever WILLING to do work, we can actually do it. We are initially, a priceless trunk of a tree, wich can be carved, sliced and everything nice into perfect working materials. But we ourselves decided not to do anything to ourselves, we start rotting there, and thats it, it is over for the whole batch. This is juz a lil sumtin to depict our attitude for anything, and clearly u can actually see we r quite f*cked up, considering our attitude towards everything and our willingness and determination for any work dat should be done or for instance perfecting our drills. If we r willing to actually perfect everything, we would not be the batch of useless rotting, decomposing logs, but instead, the wooden carved figures, chairs and anything else. I wonder if we possess that kinda determination... seriously, its worth a penny for these thoughts. Well i do regret not giving it my all during de time at the booth.. and not being able to take the initiative to even do anything. One piece of advice for every1 b4 i stop... U wanna do it, u do a proper job and give it ur all, u dun wanna do it, u can juz probably turn out to be de rotting logs i mentioned earlier... as u r already in it, u can NOT escape the clutches of fate. dats all...

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gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle

Yo peeps.... came bak from the 4th visit to the toilet.... ppl may say dat im totally detoxified, but i personally put it as i have juz gone thru Hell. Its lyk the combined effects of 10 detox pills + 8 treasure tea(chinese say its ba bao cha) and 2 50% lethal laxatives... The toilet have juz became my USUAL haunt, fact is, i visit the toilet as often as visitin the sch on every sch day.

Well for those hu think i am LUCKY enuf to get this kinda SUI SUI detoxification process wifout having to pay for the detox pills, u r rong... and for this i have 3 words.... Buay-Tah-Han. Yes... its lyk suddenly u r addicted to going to the toilet and its far more severe addiction than any drug. Right now as i speak, i can feel my body's urge to visit the toilet, AGAIN... and it would add up to the 5th visit. All i can say is... dis detox thingy, is Bloody Gay. I reckon after afew more visits, i am even more feeble than a 100 yr old hu juz got struck down by a car, crushed by a tree wich was struck down by lightning on his boner and was given de injection on the wrong side of de body by a new inexperienced doctor. It IS dat bad. For now i juz hope this usual haunt of mine can sorta change its target or i might get sick of visiting de toilet and constipation starts to occur. ... Okay this has been a gruesome entry and if any1 got comments, kindly use de tag board at the right side, thank you.

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gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle