...hello, every1...
I think i have no life... Well in actual fact, i realli dun have a life. Be it during de holidays, or during sch days. Firstly, CCAs r held on both holidays and sch days... thus, no point in having a holiday at all. Den, at sch, now got personal drill session, every Wednesday. Now it realli makes no difference between de 5 sch days. Last time, the 5 sch days, each has its own special things. For instance, Monday is most prolly de day to slack, laze around at home. But now?? its either english supplementary or personal drill session( if training is held on Wed.).
Uggh... i dun wish to talk abt it any further. I am no better than a construction worker... everyday slogging my ass in n out of sch, seriously, theres no distinct difference, except for that they get money for slogging n we dont. Well this may make u think i might be hating my sch, my cca. Well i can most definitely than ever tell u dat theres no lines attached to these affairs. Well the problem is wif me, wad i do, and as ppl say it.. u reap wad u sow.. in a way, it is correct, although i loathe to admit to dat fact. Well, at first, me n my m8s did not put in much effort in sec 2, we slack, n slack and slack, then, now we S-U-C-K. Some of em might do better, but it doesnt make any diff. 1 goes down, the whole pack goes wif it. Marching lyk shit, bang lyk birdshit, i dun think we can do anything except planning for things, and this does not come in a package wif execution of the plan.
Well, a good example is 2day. We had CCA orientation, for the sec 1s. By right, we shud be de ones doing all the shitload of work. But due to our slack-ness, we did nothing by de end of afew days b4 de orientation. Although some might have done their jobs, but yet again, it still makes no diff, 1 for all, all for 1, its wad dey say. We in de end still required help from the upper ranks. Sometimes i wonder, wad de f*** am i supposed to do, or wad i am doing. Then later on, 2day, at the orientation. At the start, u can see every1 slogging their asses around trying to set up de booth, theres nothing rong wif that. Then later, i went 2 the parade ground to fly de plane, at near 2.30pm. Well after quite sum time taking turns here and dere, most of the planes got crashed badly, and we called it a day. Then, we went to see if de booth needed any help. Naturally, as u can see, i blog, n dun use de diary, meaning i use de comp. So theres a natural magnet attracting me to the flight sim. at the laptop there. Soon after, we were all slacking around the laptops, and some even playing it when it was meant for the sec 1s. All i can see, is dat the upper ranked ones again, are doing all the work while most of us slacked. Well, reaping wad we sow, we gt onli a enrollment list of 45 people, in wich wad would be decreased to a pathetic no. of 10 ppl sooner or later. Eventually, we kena lectured, it was an intensive moment, and also very meaningful. It reflected upon us our lousy work attitude, we do not do anything, leaving all the work to the others, in other words, apart from those hu realli slogged their asses for the CCA, we r a big bunch of scrap.
But sumhow i feel, if those clowns are able to cut down on their f***ing playing attitude, and every1 is ever WILLING to do work, we can actually do it. We are initially, a priceless trunk of a tree, wich can be carved, sliced and everything nice into perfect working materials. But we ourselves decided not to do anything to ourselves, we start rotting there, and thats it, it is over for the whole batch. This is juz a lil sumtin to depict our attitude for anything, and clearly u can actually see we r quite f*cked up, considering our attitude towards everything and our willingness and determination for any work dat should be done or for instance perfecting our drills. If we r willing to actually perfect everything, we would not be the batch of useless rotting, decomposing logs, but instead, the wooden carved figures, chairs and anything else. I wonder if we possess that kinda determination... seriously, its worth a penny for these thoughts. Well i do regret not giving it my all during de time at the booth.. and not being able to take the initiative to even do anything. One piece of advice for every1 b4 i stop... U wanna do it, u do a proper job and give it ur all, u dun wanna do it, u can juz probably turn out to be de rotting logs i mentioned earlier... as u r already in it, u can NOT escape the clutches of fate. dats all...
Signing off-
gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle
I think i have no life... Well in actual fact, i realli dun have a life. Be it during de holidays, or during sch days. Firstly, CCAs r held on both holidays and sch days... thus, no point in having a holiday at all. Den, at sch, now got personal drill session, every Wednesday. Now it realli makes no difference between de 5 sch days. Last time, the 5 sch days, each has its own special things. For instance, Monday is most prolly de day to slack, laze around at home. But now?? its either english supplementary or personal drill session( if training is held on Wed.).
Uggh... i dun wish to talk abt it any further. I am no better than a construction worker... everyday slogging my ass in n out of sch, seriously, theres no distinct difference, except for that they get money for slogging n we dont. Well this may make u think i might be hating my sch, my cca. Well i can most definitely than ever tell u dat theres no lines attached to these affairs. Well the problem is wif me, wad i do, and as ppl say it.. u reap wad u sow.. in a way, it is correct, although i loathe to admit to dat fact. Well, at first, me n my m8s did not put in much effort in sec 2, we slack, n slack and slack, then, now we S-U-C-K. Some of em might do better, but it doesnt make any diff. 1 goes down, the whole pack goes wif it. Marching lyk shit, bang lyk birdshit, i dun think we can do anything except planning for things, and this does not come in a package wif execution of the plan.
Well, a good example is 2day. We had CCA orientation, for the sec 1s. By right, we shud be de ones doing all the shitload of work. But due to our slack-ness, we did nothing by de end of afew days b4 de orientation. Although some might have done their jobs, but yet again, it still makes no diff, 1 for all, all for 1, its wad dey say. We in de end still required help from the upper ranks. Sometimes i wonder, wad de f*** am i supposed to do, or wad i am doing. Then later on, 2day, at the orientation. At the start, u can see every1 slogging their asses around trying to set up de booth, theres nothing rong wif that. Then later, i went 2 the parade ground to fly de plane, at near 2.30pm. Well after quite sum time taking turns here and dere, most of the planes got crashed badly, and we called it a day. Then, we went to see if de booth needed any help. Naturally, as u can see, i blog, n dun use de diary, meaning i use de comp. So theres a natural magnet attracting me to the flight sim. at the laptop there. Soon after, we were all slacking around the laptops, and some even playing it when it was meant for the sec 1s. All i can see, is dat the upper ranked ones again, are doing all the work while most of us slacked. Well, reaping wad we sow, we gt onli a enrollment list of 45 people, in wich wad would be decreased to a pathetic no. of 10 ppl sooner or later. Eventually, we kena lectured, it was an intensive moment, and also very meaningful. It reflected upon us our lousy work attitude, we do not do anything, leaving all the work to the others, in other words, apart from those hu realli slogged their asses for the CCA, we r a big bunch of scrap.
But sumhow i feel, if those clowns are able to cut down on their f***ing playing attitude, and every1 is ever WILLING to do work, we can actually do it. We are initially, a priceless trunk of a tree, wich can be carved, sliced and everything nice into perfect working materials. But we ourselves decided not to do anything to ourselves, we start rotting there, and thats it, it is over for the whole batch. This is juz a lil sumtin to depict our attitude for anything, and clearly u can actually see we r quite f*cked up, considering our attitude towards everything and our willingness and determination for any work dat should be done or for instance perfecting our drills. If we r willing to actually perfect everything, we would not be the batch of useless rotting, decomposing logs, but instead, the wooden carved figures, chairs and anything else. I wonder if we possess that kinda determination... seriously, its worth a penny for these thoughts. Well i do regret not giving it my all during de time at the booth.. and not being able to take the initiative to even do anything. One piece of advice for every1 b4 i stop... U wanna do it, u do a proper job and give it ur all, u dun wanna do it, u can juz probably turn out to be de rotting logs i mentioned earlier... as u r already in it, u can NOT escape the clutches of fate. dats all...
Signing off-
gaara569
aka. ZeTurtle